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Affiliates: huili linghui pearlyn shijie vivian wenjing
Credits: un deux trois quatre lyricaltragedy

♥ Shuxiang

This blog will be a public one, and yes the private one is still in use.
Will only update here when I can, so i dont think it'll be very active.
Tell me if you want me to link you here! :)

Saturday, August 16, 20082:06 AM Hopefully everything comes to an end since a decision is made now.

Everyone's falling out because of this whole chemistry mania.
Ahh.

And I feel really bad for the vulgarities, apologies XW.

Saturday, July 19, 20085:00 PM Saw huili's blog and thoughts started to strike me really hard.

2D, a class that really bonds. A class with friendly people. A class that doesn't ostrasize, mock, make fun of. A class where everyone loves everyone. A class where nobody judges. It's almost impossible to find another one.

Why can't people just stop making lives of others miserable? How contradicting is it to make fun of, and bully your own classmates, yet still say you want your class to bond?
Start with yourself first, before you start commenting on other people.

Try putting yourselves in her shoes, you dread going to school every single day, because you already know what is going to happen. The moment you sit on someone's chair or use somebody's things, they start scolding you and ask you to go away, far from them. Even when you talk to them, they give unfriendly replies. When you're doing group discussions, they don't involve you in. When we're told to form groups, you're left out.

How happy do you really feel when you treat someone like that? She's a human too right?

Why not just give everyone a chance? Give this class a chance to bond by being nice and nobody gets hurt? It isnt really that hard is it? Do you really want to stay in such a class where there're numourous cliques, and even friends in the same clique badmouth about one another? We'll be together for 2 years. Half a year is gone, 1 and a half more to go. How do you enjoy school life like this when classmates just cannot treat each other as friends? They just have to say a few negative comments here and there, just to see other people feeling upset and outcasted. Why do you have to find joy this way? SN is a catholic school. But are we really carrying out the virtues that God wants us to?

I've never ever seen a situation where our class was bonded. When she was awarded the kindness award for 2 terms, where were the cheers? When someone fell down, who went to help? When people cried, why did people ignore her?

I suppose people will say things again if they happen to see this.
"That asx go and comment about our class can?"
*GOSSIP GOSSIP GOSSIP* yadayada

I wish to love this class, too.

Friday, June 27, 200810:38 PM I found out something.

Some people don't understand anything at all,
yet make comments about it.

Do you even have rights to talk about us?
You don't know anything at all about the inside story, the behind scenes.

People love each other for who they are, not what they are.
I hope you people can get that. Don't compare people with people.

Put yourselves in other people's shoes. If you were the one being compared and badmouthed about, I don't think you'll like that feeling right? If you haven't experienced a relationship yet, don't behave like you're really mature enough to understand the situation.

What goes around comes around.

Saturday, June 14, 20081:55 AM Had a hearttoheart talk with jiahui last night.

You know,
Some words are just so tough to say out.

It seems like you still can't forgive me.
I've so much to say, you don't,didn't and never wanted to hear.

I listened to people's advices,
They said, "just try, don't give up on this friendship."
I know, I screwed it up right from the start. I betrayed your trust.
I'm not worthy to be called your friend.
I thought our friendship would be strong enough to overcome that.

&Now, you treat me like your enemy.
We don't even look at each other eye to eye.
Don't even speak to each other.

It's all in the past.
But still, I hope there's a little bit of hope.
Just a spark of light.
Hopefully things will turn out right.

Thursday, May 22, 20088:54 PM Holidays! So fun and I'm so looking forward to it. La

Wednesday, May 21, 200811:33 PM 7 HOURS AWAY FROM DOOM ):
PUPIL'S PUNISHMENT REPORT.

Tuesday, May 20, 200811:38 PM Was told to do it by Ashwind (:

1)something you wish didn't happen.
Many things.
2)how do you feel now?
Neutral
3)if you can fulfil one wish, what would it be?
Make this world a better place.
4)who are you thankful to?
God
5)important wishes for now?
Studies to improve in term3, character as well.
6)if you can turn something in the past, what would it be?
Hm, many many things.
7)what are your main priorities?
Bb, friends, family & studies
8)what makes you happy?
Bb, friends, when I feel motivated
9)what do you wanna change in you?
My sensitive-ness.
10)what song can represent your feelings now?
Jordin Sparks - No air
11)what type of person you like most?
Understanding, trustworthy.
12)are there anything you wish to confess now?
I've been a horrible girl.
13)what is your definition of a dream house?
One with the people I love living in it.
14)who will you go to when you are feeling low one day?
Bb, friends.
15)what do you hope to achieve?
Improvement in everything I do.
16)what age do you wish to marry?
25
17)who do you miss most currently?
Bb
18)how many people made you angry for the past few days?
No one. I wasn't angry for quite awhile already.. except today.
19)why are you sad?
Because I upsetted people I love.
20)what's most important to you now?
Relationships - Bgr, friendships, family ties.

instructions:remove 1 question from above, and add in your own personal question. make it a total of 20 questions, then tag five people in your list, list them out at the end of thid post and notify then in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever has the tag will have blessings from all.

Huili, shijie, tingyuan, linghui, pearlyn (: